Feeling a little stressed this morning. Not really stressed, maybe a little bummed out is a better way to put it. IF (Note, I did say "IF") this transfer works, then it will be a June baby. There is already SO MUCH going on in June! I feel like not only will this baby's birthday be less special, it will make the other ones more stressful and a matter of "just making it through to the next one."
Here is the June rundown in my house:
June 4th - Fifeaversary
June 13 - Nephew
June 15- Good friend's birthday
June 14 or -17 sometime - Father's Day
June 17- Husband's Birthday
June 17 - Bestie's Birthday
June 19 - Grandma Birthday
June 24 - Sister's birthday
June 30th - Inlaws Anniversary
Anyway, I know it sounds selfish but as I was laying in bed this morning daydreaming about what it would be like to cram another sweet baby into our king sized bed, these kinds of thoughts occur to me. I am so grateful for the opportunity to even attempt to have another baby - I really am! I hope and pray EACH MINUTE that this transfer works! I would be happy with any birthday, but in a perfect - fertile- world, I would plan the birthday's just a little bit differently......
PS - comment if you are reading this please! Anything you would like to know or think I should address on here?